Category: Features

IVF Travelogue Epilogue

When I found out that our recent attempt at IVF using the last of our frozen embryos did not work, I felt gutted.  This was the first week in December or so, the final month in what was a very difficult year.  In a way, it felt inevitable — the...

What My Instagram Doesn’t Show

Dog hair.  Dog hair everywhere. Stacks of junk mail.  It’s not that I don’t ever throw the stuff away — it’s that my daughter thinks junk mail is the best thing on earth.  And who am I to argue?  It’s free, it brings her an incredible amount of glee, and...

I swore I would never…

Before my daughter arrived, I swore I would never… Say no to reading a book. I’m a librarian and a mama to a toddler; I took whole classes on children’s literature and picture books!  So you’d think of all the things for me to unequivocally say yes to, it’d be...

Sleep is Better Than…

It took several years of trying to have my daughter, and the whole time, people brightly told me to sleep while I could.  When I became pregnant, people continued this urgent advice-giving, the words tumbling from their lips at a madcap pace.  Of course as luck or fate (whichever is...

Not-So-Terrible Twos

We’re halfway through two in our house and I just have to say, if you’re in the thick of new-baby fog: it gets loads better.  There are so many little delights that come with a two-year-old, so many marvels that never make it into the milestone books. The fact that...

In Praise of an Imperfect Home

I used to spend so much time on the Internet looking at the ways my future house could be — would be, I promised myself.  The perfect wallpaper, the perfect grey walls, the perfect nursery decor, the perfect big farm table for the dining room.  I had the concept of...

All the Reasons You Rocked This Year (Thank You!)

I’ve been teaching my daughter to say please and thank you for things diligently.  “What do you say?” I’ve been prompting forever.  “Pees!”  “And?”  “Tank You!”  It’s an ongoing process, but she’s finally to the point where she’ll say the words unprompted every so often. And yet, despite my consistent...